Alexei Bychenko is kinda cute....

I can barely hold my phone anymore. I’m going to cry from nerves 

He had fun and was great, but I can not smile. Somehow frozen with fear. 

My heart can't seem to decide whether to jump out of my rib cage or stop altogether, is that normal for the Olys? 

I can't concentrate on the skaters now and I definitely won't be able to after he's done... i'm questioning my life choices, who told me getting into FS was going to be fun

fam, the anxiety went from 0 to 100 REAL FAST and hit me like a semitrailer im not ready 

I'm nervous but I've been waiting for this moment since NHK

Allright guys it's almost time !!!!! Dont pass out please !!!

I was at peace before, but I think the nerves are settling in...

Just realized there's an ice resurfacing first. Gawd. 

Lol Uncle Alexey pulls those jumps from the grave! He won't let them go!! Good for him

IM NOT READY

Just now, kaerb said:

fam, the anxiety went from 0 to 100 REAL FAST and hit me like a semitrailer im not ready 

 

Yes! So sudden! I thought I was doing so well then I nearly passed out 

My chest is both icy and on fire. 

At least we have Zamboni first to prepare ourselves a little and than God help us and our Yuzu! 

1 minute ago, Murieleirum said:

Guys guys try this

I've started jumping up and down in the bathroom

it works!!! I feel much better

 

Thanks, I'll try it!