I have missed some comps but not the most important ones. I can't even think of just waiting until the scores come, I would die of nervousness When I was in Helsinki Worlds, I was so nervous before the FS that I couldn't sleep at all... xd During the free program I felt like I wanted to close my eyes every time he jumped, but I couldn't help but just stare wide-eyed. I don't think I even blinked during the program, nor breathed I have no idea how I'll make it through the Olympics...