Aotoshiro

So, to end this day (night? in my case it's the latter), it's time for the last MAD today-seems like it's also about you @Murieleirumcongrats on winning your battles!:

The final 30 seconds or so...I hope none other men will see that because it'll give them nightmares (kidding, of course, but still...intense, even with such simple meaning)

Girls, he needs to fit in his costumes! He didn't even display them proper just yet, at least wait with those imaginations until then! Aesthetical priorities...I should be more focused on him healing himself

Of course he would spend the day watching FS So happy that his focus shifted! Mood changes instantly!

Or just not say the whole truth. To be honest, that's what I got from it (going to rewatch it just to be sure) It was a question about condition, to a sportsman. It's obvious that he can interpret it as an on-ice condition-how training and runthroughs went lately, how much conditioning he is able to get, how his skates feel...he didn't have to necessarily speak about his condition as in 'How do you feel? How is your health rn?' Well, those are my guesses...

I have more propositions, although they are much more shallow-minded/knowledgable than yours^^ Add lots of Kuyashii to fire himself up properly, more time to research and calculate the best route, work out on the 'weak' points, more time to play with the choreography to find the one feeling the best and polish it, more time for fitting the costume and correcting it so that it feels both super-comfortable and super-accurate to his image of it, more time to rewatch Onmyouji movies to better channel this parts of SEIMEI paying tribute to it, more time to make sure his skates will be in a broken in but not broken down state for the important comps.

Hush, it was actually good decision on his (his team's?) part!...followed by ridiculous one, but how can you help it before you know it, it's always 50:50 ratio. Oooookay 40:60 in Yuzu's case I guess, he's the do or die type if he doesn't have someone behind his back to go 'Yuzuuuuu' in a very calm and very dangerous tone of voice. I suppose his mom didn't want to do that in public place so soon after landing/maybe she was tired...

Honey, this comparision is bad for your self esteem, it'll try to get smaller to meey Yuzu standards, better try to make it as high as his Axel^^

Also, since we need positivity and something to look forward to (aside of updates on his condition), 6 DAYS LEFT FOR NEW P&G CM SCREENING (and if they will be similar to what they made for previous Olympics, I will be crying)

Patron of things Forgotten/Lost- for the sake of his gloves! Oh and my favorite Saint just because (and just because I think she and Yuzuru get on like a house on fire)- Saint Rita of all things Impossible. WE would miss it in our calculation, but it will be ALL in our Overlord calculations...according to keikaku! Of course I'm joking, and trying to busy ourselves to not let anybody lapse back into panicked/crying/depressed messes, otherwise it will get in the way to our preparations to support Yuzu and his big comeback. I need to reread Witches stories tbh. He had pecs even in 2011, just not so pronounced, if I may bring up to your memory the great skating dance off and Yuzuru's reaction vid...or maybe better not to... Though I must admit that he's like Daniel Radcliffe trolling the Papparazzi with his clothes at the new movie premieres...only Yuzu does the same his whole life I was out on the walk today, and through my headphones a certain music started playing. I returned to the planet to see if I linked the vid this song came from and discovered with shock that I didn't and am like...how Anyway, title is self explanatory and, while it's hard to watch it at moments, it's a good reminder of who and what Yuzuru Hanyu and his career actually are:

Our luck, guys xD I'm glad I had my novice follower time in the second half of the last season (I officially lost it and started binge catching up around NHK-GPF), with H&L being underappreciated by a lot of people, so I had to crash-course A LOT of stressful things...now I'm mostly bitter at skate gods sad at Yuzu being sad but otherwise totally zen. Ladies comp is rather safe to watch, provided Waka isn't in the comp (then my robbed alerts go off), as I resigned myself to lack of calls and unless UR isn't super-evident I need a lot of rewatching to see it, Sui/Han bless the Pairs, and in Ice dance I honestly really care only about Muramoto/Reed, who has no chance of a medal, so they are happy with a good dance, which happen more often than not lately (Sakura really fits them...), and Shibsibs which are cutiepies that treat medals like additional bonus to a good skate (unless something changed and I don't know it yet)

On a serious note, it would still be a progress-two way conversation is still better that a convo with a wall. I love how we go the simple assumptiion of sick!Yuzu=does everything sick person shouldn't do, Because he's sick. Also, I know it's long, but can we have 'dramatic-the-best-ever-clean-performance-in-your-face-no-one-can-beat-me kind of win' as a rank? There there, the Mama's ad is coming out soon? Actually, I think that's the only thing we didn't pray specifically about, in addition to overal 'may he be happy'. I mean, there was that Japanese fan that visited a shrine specifically for prayers for healthy backs and legs, right? And I probably checked out every stone that is supposed to help with asthma... So, we need a list to cover all the possible FS+Yuzu dangers and schedule a trips to the nearest shrine/protection places that specialize in it before Nats and Olys!

Didn't Yuzuriha contact Yuzuru's team and send him pictures of all the people, and got an answer thanking them for their care yesterday? I want to believe it wasn't just customary answer that they forced the gloomy Yuzu to look at the pictures, and type with his own fingers a thank you note, maybe even with a hint of smile? You know how the guy adores his fans (and they adore him in return! <3)

It's good to let all the negative stuff out, easier to look carefully and deal with it when it's outside and not inside. Have a good night. Going to try the same, at the same time giving up on the idea of telling YT that no, I don't need Kalafina to further my drama mood. At least Hikari no Senritsu's final lyrics are a bit helpful: " Resound with the sound of the sky, so high that it overcomes the sadness/you are alive here and that means there will be day you'll be able to smile/ Both kindness and dreams, don't just take and stop them here/ in the disappeared light there is tomorrow/ Truly, it's because your hands grasped the remaining belief, because you believed it possible, /.../ [with this song?] you will be able to reach the people having dreams in their hearts. (sorry, translating by ear, so it's probably not accurate, but it's one of the more uplifting Kalafina songs I know, so for me it's a good note.)AAAnd now we're back to To The Beginning...seriously.

a food for ears under the spoiler-I seem to be connecting everything with Yuzu today, but a)we know he listens to OOR, so he probably also knew about their songs being used in that live action and b) he answered with Miura Haruma as his favorite actor/ido/performer, and since the actor playing main char here is kind of company buddies with MH, I think he could actually have watched it at one point (veery far-fetched, I know). The point though is that when I listen to slow build that leads to explosion of sound, I can't help but remember his skates, which have kind of familiar effect to me...only on the whole stadium and not just one listener Anyway, my English's coherency drops down significantly, so I probably should try to go to sleep (and end up relistening to all Yuzu programs because yes, that's what your body needs, Ao, another sleepless night...) soon. Will try to wake up early for pairs and maybe also ladies (how will Satton manage?) Aaand now my YouTube proposes me Kalafina's Lacrimosa Seriously? Definitely what I needed, just, perfect timing, YT.

I actually have that song on my phone! It's followed by the flight of the silverbird (I'm such a loser that I remember all of my favorite song's positions), and...I think Monkey MAjik-change and few songs from Yoshida Kyodai, all discovered thanks to Yuzu... That's probably why you're feeling like that- here, let me virtual hug you We need you around for the cheering squad for nats and all that stuff, remember!

Yeah, that's me Aotoshiro is what I invented for the sake of Tumblr, Milana16 and all other variations are my usual go to names when I sign up somewhere (they have embarrassing history-well, more embarrassing than Aotoshiro xD - plus I first started following Yuzu news on Tumblr, so I chose to go witth Ao on the Planet) Aww, thank you! I thought it doesn't make sense (other than in my head), so it's really nice to know somebody enjoyed it^^

Okay, since we seem to need more distractions before tomorrow we explode with P&G Mom's ad, what do we have planned once we cross the magical 2000 pages border? (I'm confident that by end of this week we will cross 1900 tbh -65 pages left! xD)

I think we're breaking rules a bit to discuss him here, but rn, I feel like it will be forgiven, as Jason is honey for our hearts emptied with all the crying for Yuzu. Also, I know it's the easiest way to draw stars, but I went d'aww at all the little seimei stars on his get well soon message. To the people not catching up with what the commentators said: Apparently, Jason returned to his hotel after the morning practice when they got to know Yuzu withdraw, only to write this message.

So, I'm not the only one who goes on a motivational songs binge when stressing out? Glad to know Also the parts highlighted by you really look great. I can only assume from these few signs I remember, but is 雨のちに流れ星 the shooting stars inbetween rain? It's so fitting for Yuzu!(sorry, it makes sense in contxt I add to the line before that) For a bonus I can add this motivational vid whose meaning explains itself when you watch is as a whole: http://www.bilibili.com/video/av1975703/?from=search&seid=12803527492605213554 (The title though says a lot of thoughts the creator had in mind for Yuzu, and I totally agree, the song is Aoi Haru btw, though I don't remember the name of the band...)

As a person who regularly damages her joints, and actually had a ligament injury twice, the jumping part reassures me immensely. I could walk in both my cases-though the pain was some kind of bs from the other planet- but in the harder one, the one where I skipped a month of school being a sitting duck in a plaster (my doctor worried that since I already have smaller/shorter, not sure which one it is in English, ligaments than normal people, with additionally one out of equation I'm going to destroy the whole joint...) I remember being unable to raise my leg more than it was required to make a step, and putting my weight on it for longer than microsecond was hell. I passed out when I accidentially made small hop (I slipped) and landed on it, it was so painful, my father had to carry me then. Yuzuru definitely has a higher pain limit than I do, but it still stands- he can walk and jump (they probably tried hops, I wouldn't risk more than one rotation jump...), which with torn ligament would be a limit even for somebody who skated through lis. The only think I hope for is that he was honest with doctors and didn't try to bs his way through the check-up, though with this season character development (I seriously feel like writing drama scenario) I think he cooperated...

To the people looking for silver linings: Once the shock wears off, Yuzuru will be so and kuyashii there's no way he let's anything stand in his way. He hates silver, so even silver linings won't stifle his hunger for gold... Also, maybe full family birthday finally? Two weeks of reast mean a lot of time for games and catching up with studies (he should be writing his thesis, or am I mistaken on the schedule?) Also, one more day for P&G advertisement official debut?

Adopt that black cat, while we're at it, they need warm home, too! Plus, karma returns, so you might redirect your good karma from adopting a cat to Yuzu!

PM option still works! Just sayin' My alarm starts to go as pink as Satton's dress. I'm going to bring it back to the Yellow level, so that by the time of actual competition it's GOLD.

I'm sputtering... Yesterday I was worrying I'm starting my preparation for room hibernation competition this weekend way too early, today I'm just happy that I remembered to restock on milk after classes (cocoa for me, LOTS of...and hazelnut chocolate xD). Now I wonder, should I go to sleep now and wake up in about seven hours then stay up rest of the night till Pairs SP(and news), or should I actually try to be productive...(which means writing two sentences, cookinfg dinner for next three days, and playing mindless games-aka the sims-for the rest of the day ) For those still worried and unsure (like me), here's today's GNU Terry Pratchett, which I find super-duper suitable for some reason: "I don’t know what to do,” he said. “No harm in that. I’ve never known what to do,” said Rincewind with hollow cheerfulness. “Been completely at a loss my whole life.” He hesitated. “I think it’s called being human, or something."