I've been practically dragging myself this past three weeks because of very VERY hard things that happened to me in the space of two days. I haven't felt this low in more than five years.
My squish box is completely broken, but all day i've had H&L stuck in my head.
So i decided to watch the Helsinki skate.
It reminded me that miracles exist. That we have the power to change our situations and come out victorious no matter what gets thrown in our way.
My heart hurts so so much, but watching that performance again it just makes me think that i can overcome this, and even if i feel this low, i can come back from the bottom and get to the top.
While i can't feel happiness right now, Yuzu still reminds me that hope never dies. And i'm so thankful for everything he's given us.
If anyone needs a bit of a boost: