This is how I feel too. I wish I had known about him sooner so I could have gone on the competitive journey a little longer. I'm sad that I won't get to experience all that but happy with the decision he has made. He's still going to skate so we'll still get to see him. It doesn't matter where, as it is bound to be amazing!
Still processing this though, but I feel calmer about it this morning. I was happy to see him laughing at the presscon so that makes it easier.