I’m a strong independent woman until the moment Yuzuru makes me drown in a puddle of my own tears…
I feel okay every other 5 minutes or so, and then I remember what’s happening and break down again, yikes. He truly knows how to play with my emotions, that’s for sure. But just like everyone else, I’m so happy and proud of him for staying true to himself and making this difficult decision. There’s really nothing negative about this from his POV. Especially with the new rules etc, I just know that I would’ve been so disappointed and angry this autumn while watching the competitions bc he would’ve probably been underscored and mistreated just like the last couple of years. So good for him, honestly!
The only reason I’m sad is bc Beijing was his last competition and that was a sh*** show if I’ve ever seen one. It sucks that I won’t get to see him compete again, or refresh the feed to catch a glimpse of his practise before a competition, stuff like that. But I know there’s still much to come and I wish him nothing but the best. We’ll get through this and laugh about it soon enough