dorkyiceprince

Im feeling all squishy

I woke up to notifications from this thread and ended up watching the periscope live half asleep. That forest joke definitely woke me up I feel calmer than yesterday, because at the end of the day no one loves skating as much as he does. I am glad he keeps mentioning his rehab, he can take as long as he needs for his ankle to be okay. Im okay with that, more than okay after everything we got over the past two days still in a state of semi-denial But I think the reason why it really hit us the way it did because it's the end of an era. What happened yesterday was 4 years worth worries, tears, hopes and we got that at end against all odds. Not just for him, for Javi too. And I don't think I'm still fully over this and I probably won't be for maybe another week. I wish I could bottle up the whole of the past two days, emotions in tact for viewing at a later time. I don't ever want to forget what it felt like seeing the final score and realizing at the same time as Yuzu that he'd won OGM.

i need to at least sleep for more than 3 hours to not think of this as a dream. but these smiles. who needs dreams after these?

I'm at work Do we have any kind souls doing this?

I am so glad it's the 1st Day of Lunar New Year...we get a public holiday so I dont have to apply for leave! (I was honestly going to if that wasn't the case)

I pretty sure I was a serious mess that day. Like the shaking sweaty palms kinda mess. And that was only the accident portion. So when boi decided to go out and skate... OTL. I pretty sure I lost a few years of my life that day

Oh I will def watch it online. I don't know if I will make it tho. My heart's already going crazy BUT I CAN'T NOT WATCH IT.

I think the worst for me was imo Cup of China..that was probably my first live. Talk about traumatic.

Dude I feel you. I can literally hear my heartbeat. OTL

The anticipation is killing me. My heart is in my throat AND ITS NOT EVEN PRACTISE DAY. How am i supposed to survive this to the 16th?

YES YES YES. Excuse me while I go and scream into my pilow

seriously tho...seeing him happy is almost like my happy place

What lovely conversations to come back to after class Love his trainers, he always looked best in gold

who needs emotions? amiright?

Ultra Man likes Hanyu Don't we all