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  1. Thank you for this detailed post, I couldn't agree more... isu's doing is cristal clear, drives me crazy that there's nothing much that can be done!!... really don't know how Yuzu manages to deal with the situation - puting in everything he has & getting insulted by isu again & again with the horrible scoring... in this light I also find myselt dreading the Worlds soo much.. I really tried to block Siatama's & GPF's awuful Chenflashion from my mind & to concentrate on the positive things like gold 4CC and the Super Slam, but the reality of the Worlds is going to be very harsh... I remember watching Chen's skate at Siatama and by the middle of the FS I was in shock from the scores glowing on the screen.. all the inflated GOE's.. I couldn't believe my eyes... And still, hoping with all my might for a miracle, sending all the good energy to the Universe & all the love to Yuzu.... ๐Ÿ™โคโคโคโค
  2. Oh, thank you so much for clarification & your explanation! How would I Love to understand Japanese, being able to understand Yuzu in his native tongue would've been such a gift! So many nuances are lost in translation & interpritation can vary, semantics is so important here... I am so happy for his current mood & your explanation brings joy to my selfish heart ๐Ÿ˜‡โค๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’œ
  3. My heart leaps with happiness when he talkes about his new found confidence in his skating & the clear path he sees ahead... but then sooo selfishly my poor heart skips a bit when he says "I was able to finaly do this at the very end"... my selfish heart is sooo not ready... ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ˜ญโค๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’œ
  4. Interestingly enough, I saw his words in a completely different way... as if he is rising above the undeserving scorying system and staying true to himself, his skating & his art.. Of course it is heartbreaking when it is not rewarded with the scores, but in the end - these are just scores, and staying true to himself is much more important ๐Ÿ™โ›ธ๐Ÿ‘‘โค๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’œ
  5. Thank you so much for the whole translation!!! "I'm not letting it end just yet..." it makes my heart skip a bit... how blessed are we that our beloved boy is not ready to let it all end just yet... treasuring his every moment on competitive ice ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’œ
  6. Thank you so much for this enlightening glimps of the judges doing! It explains so much... judging by narratives & power strugles between federations rather than actually measuring & being able to appriciate the athletes' skills.. so sad for the sport! And in this light - just how amazing is Yuzu's genius, to win every possible title overcomming all the obstacles! ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’–
  7. I was listening sooo many times, trying to hear something else, like "they don't worry me".. (when he's clearly so worried), but no matter how hard I try, I still hear "They don't want me"... and it brakes my heart... Whether he means "they want me out" or "they don't want me to get a WR", in any case this is a testimony of what isu did to this precious genious boy.. heartache.. whishing with all my might he succedss in this battle & it'll bring him satisfaction & happiness ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ˜ญโค still want to believe in magic... โœจ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’œโ›ธ
  8. Oh, thank you so much for the translation! During these crazy days it is priceless to get an opportunity to try and understand his thoughts a little bit more ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’œ Even though the interview is a bit sad/hard, I can not help but admire this amazing boy even more! His flexibility & resilience are truly astounding! He says he needed to find things for support & so he turned back to Chopin & Seimei, making up his mind to fight & give it his all again.. amazing.. I agree with so many things said in the last few pages & it's so comforting to know I'm not alone - I was in love the FS from the 90s, completely lost my faith in fair judging during the Olympics in Solt Lake & even stopped following fs for some time after Plushenko got silver in Vancouver and the only amazing phenomenon that got me back is Yuzu.. The horrible inflation of Nate's scores makes it impossible to stay calm and enjoy the journey, it's so infuriating... ISU is doing everything they can so that Nate wins no matter what... in this light Brian's words about Yuzu needing "a magic momnet in order to win" suddenly make a lot of sense.. I want to believe in magic & I certainly believe in Yuzu, hoping with all my might that his golden olympic programs will help create this rare magic moment.. Supporting and loving him unconditionally.. let all the love & support contribute to the magic! ๐Ÿ™โ›ธโค๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’œ
  9. I could not agree more with your every word! It is heartbreaking that the horrible judging pushes Yuzu to change programs mid-season!!.. Underscoring the amazing programs Otonal and Origin to the point he feels he can't win... Yuzu was so sad after the GPF, saying he is not sure he will be given points to win even with a flwaless performance.. I can not stand isu for doing that to him! And I am also afraid to think what he will feel and do if even Chopin and Seimei get underscored again.. now the pretence can be the recycling of the programs... How does he cope with giving it all and being underscored again and again, while Natan is so bluntly overscored even lowering the difficulty of the programs.. What unbelievable strength of spirit!!!! All my gratirude to Nam for posting the picture with smiling Yuzu - it is sooo heartwarming to see him smile inspite of everything he's going through! ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’œโค
  10. Thank you for this tweet, it's amazing to see the comparison! The olympic Seimei is unbelivable - the greatest victory, and the MOI Seimei - such detail and beauty in every gesture.. The magic without the crazy jumps.. is breathtaking! ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ˜ปโค๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’–
  11. https://youtu.be/MvNEQaLOSM4 I am not sure if this is the right place & topic and apologise if it is not, but have you seen this interview?.. It makes me sick with worry, so I just have to share... how he talks with a kind of sad determination that it is the time to jump the 4A, and how the candle burns the brightest near the end and he's scared of the moment when it will completely burn out... and the Ashita no Joe reference...๐Ÿ˜ญ at least he laughs at the end, but there's nothing funny there... I'm hoping with all my might that the universe keeps him, an amazing treasure that he is, safe ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’–โค
  12. From what I read on twitter, it was after FS... my heart breaking for 1000 time... ๐Ÿ˜ญ hope sooo much he is with his family and receving lots of love ๐Ÿ™โค
  13. I could not have said it better myself!!! ๐Ÿ™ that was such an icredible Moment when Yuzu took care to look at us, the audience!!! I don't think he can really catch every face, but I know I was there, in the sea of friendly loving faces and that's truly amazing feeling! Yuzu always says how he appreciates all the people who are watching at home, but being there and feeling he is looking at you and it matters to him - that is undescribable ๐Ÿ™โค๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’œ By the way, I noticed that in MOI the first row is literally on ice, people are soooo close to the skaters, no bars or glass barriers, and in Turino we were pushed sooo rudely by the security stuff just for coming closer to the glass barriers ๐Ÿ˜ฃ Reterning to JNats, I was so heartbroken seeing him in so much phisical & mental pain... I was thinking - why, why did he come here, he knew he was absolutely exausted, he deliberately said that he could not condition himself for this competition whatever the reasons (fatigue, astma)... and then came the magical Seimei ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ˜ after FS Yuzu said there is nothing positive to take from this competition, but I really feel it's the power - phisical and mental power - a day after so much pain, to rise stronger and more breathtaking than ever before!!!!!!! That's why he is a living Legend, he never ceases to amaze us!!! Let the 2020 be kinder to him and to all of us!!! ๐Ÿ™โ›ธ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œโค๐Ÿ‘‘
  14. I really hope that was exactly the case, that he tried to act politely out of respect for Nate, but he really felt our love and support and enjoyed it and it made him happy!!!!! ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’–โค I have to say that if I could - I would've screamed literally ALL the time Yuzu is there and not skating the program, where he needs concentration, but the audience cheers and then stops so fast... I mean, it's such a miracle to see him live, I really would've screamed non-stop ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜‡โค
  15. Even now I am not sure it actually happened to me in reality, and not in some dream or fantasy ๐Ÿ™ƒ๐Ÿ˜ sharing the experience is truly heartwarming, I really hope we can meet in another competition in the future! Let Yuzu stay in***ry free and continue skating for his own and our happiness by extension ๐Ÿ™โค๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’œ
  16. I know that there were actually a lot of Planet satelites in Turino ๐Ÿ˜Š I was seating in 110 sector and it was my secong time seing Yuzu live, my first one was in Helsinki last year and as far as I remember, there was definately more cheering for him in Turino, especially at the victory ceremony, it was such an amazing moment! IMHO, it was super important to let him know that he has our support after the awufulness of the judging, the infuriating gap in the scores ๐Ÿคฌ and the camera man really helped us, as he was showing mostly Yuzu during the VC and it gave us the opportunity to show our affection! I have to say that in this case I feel - the more, the better, and I don't really care how it makes the other skaters feel, I'm sorry. And Yuzu was sooo amazing, as he went alone for the victory lap around the rink, slowly, trying to aknowledge and wave at every fan... that was unbelievable! It was a really special moment & so heartwarming that he spoke about how he felt our support - that's just priceless! How incredibly blessed we are - to support him and to see him skate live! And it's so great to share our feelings here - thank you so much for that ๐Ÿ™โ›ธ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’–โค
  17. Oh, you put my feelings into words so beautifuly and eloquently! Yuzu blessing us with his magic performace and giving us strength! And the hope to see him live again some day!!!๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ™ I was also there, in Turino, and shouted as loudly as I could... that moment at the victory ceremony, when we, the fans, cheered so hard and he turned and was surprised - for me that was of the best moments of GPF - when he felt our love and support!!! ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘โค๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’œ
  18. Thank you so much for the translation! It is just sooo sad... clearly he's heartbroken, been crying... trying to smile, but there are tears behind the smile... In russian there is a saying wich goes something like "(I just want) to hug him and to cry (together)" ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ™โค
  19. I agree with you completely, he did... He looked sooo tired and hurting at the end of FS ๐Ÿ˜ญ holding both(!!!) his ankles!!!!!! That makes me soo worried... even at the beginning he was breathing heavily through the mouth... going through so many competitions this season is taking toll on his body... praying he really is not too i***red! ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™โ›ธ hurts so much to see him in pain, sending all the warmth and positive energy to him! ๐Ÿ™โค๐Ÿ’–โค
  20. Hello, I'm also travelling to GPF and would be very glad to goin the meet up. Thank you so much ๐Ÿ˜๐ŸŽ‰โค
  21. I second this question and the proposal - shouldn't we at least complain and let ISU know that people see and know what they are doing?!.. Even if they completely ignore the complaints, at least we know that we tried, that we did something pro-active...
  22. Hello, dear fellow satellites! After years and years of loving FS, loving YUZU, reading this wonderful forum, I finally pluck the courage and write my first message : ) I have to say that I am completely heartbroken by this interview, when Yuzu talks about feeling the hatred like sharp needles it's incredible to me how can anyone hate him, but the fact that he literally FEELS IT LIKE NEEDLES... The amount of LOVE should be soooo much bigger and much more powerful!!!!! And the fact that he feels cornered to try more difficult jumps, furthermore risking his health, feeling he's not good enough, when he's on a completely different level of artistry and skating... that's really heartbreaking... the cruelty and the unfairness of it all.....
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