I vividly remember to this day watching the warm up, then the Eurosport cut the broadcast for the stupid necesarry commercials, then when getting back to live, the commentators being confused and not really knowing how to break the collision news to the audience. I remember the images from the stands with people horrified and in tears, then after some frugal explanations from the commentators (the only available footage itself was by then property of NHK IIRC, the other tv stations did not catch the horrible moment!), came the free skate. I was speechless! Much later, in an interview, Yuzuru cold as a cucumber explained that he was sure he had no concussion, that he had had concussions before and there was no way someone could hold him back and not going out to skate, and his only thought was - and I quote - ``I have to rotate those jumps, I absolutely have to rotate them``! You might recall - those who were watching, especially Japanese tv posts - how Yuzuru, during the second warm up, with his bandage wrapped around his head, was shouting out to the ceiling ``Kobe!`` (I fould out later that this meant ``Jump!``. I must confess, I tried several times to rewatch that perfrmace, and still got no stomach to do it.