This helped A LOT.
So after 2 minute of agonising stupid thoughts.. I'm calmer now because I have an assignment deadline on the 14th Feb so now with team event out of the question, I can live a bit and die after my assignment.
So me planning to submit my work on the 12th or 13th will actually allow me to die in peace when he shows up and I will have time to stalk social media about his practice and his out-of-ninja-mode cause by the time the planet is flooded with rain, my assignment will be 90% finished. Yes good thoughts.
Think positive.
I'll die calmer and no assignment to worry about.
unless he trolls his way in earlier than expected.
I can do this.
we can survive this.